Life


7
Feb 10

I’d say that I’m in the best shape I’ve been in for 10 years, but that wouldn’t really be saying much.

What I’m about to describe is the story of how I went from an active, (overly) skinny 16 year old to an incredibly unfit, overweight 25 year old, and what I’m doing about it. Some of you may want to leave now.

Are we sitting comfortably? Then I’ll begin.

Ten years ago I weighed very little. My Mum once told be that I was “a little bit weedy”. Love you too Mum.

At 16 I was around the six-foot mark and maybe weighed about 55kg wet through (that’s just over 8.5 stone for those  still living in the previous Century). I used to walk roughly five miles a day on average, I walked the dog everyday after school and I rode my bike at the weekends. This basically meant that I ate whatever I felt like and never seemed to gain any weight. I also had a nightmare trying to find trousers which fit properly, I had a hard time getting trousers with a 30-inch waist to stay up, which isn’t supposed to be possible when you’re six-feet tall if the availability of suitable jeans was anything to go by.

Then, in the 18-months before I left to go to University I got a part time job, in a Little Chef. This had a number of disadvantages, not least of which that I became less active; I had more money to go out and drink beer, and I got a free meal when I was working – which usually consisted of a cooked breakfast or a burger, with chips, cheese and very little salad. Needless to say finding jeans started to become less of an issue. At one point I put on over 10kg in two months.

At 18 I left home to go to University, this didn’t help matters. Why would I want to go and do exercise when I could go to the pub and watch the football? Drinks flowed and late night visits to the local take-away became the norm. About halfway through Uni I peaked somewhere around the 90kg mark. I was wearing the same size trousers as my Dad – who was a little too happy to highlight the fact that he’d never had the same size waist as his father.

Almost eight years after starting, I’m still at University and I spend most of my day sat behind a desk reading and tapping away at my keyboard punctuated by regular coffee breaks, which usually involve cake, or at least biscuits. However, for a 12 month period I was walking 45 minutes to and from the office every day, and I lost a not insignificant amount of weight very quickly.

Then I joined the university Hiking Club.

My jeans started to get loose and my shirts were hanging off me.

But then I moved house and am no longer living within sensible walking distance. I bought a bike, but that was a lot more like hard work compared to walking, and when the wet weather started to move in and the days got shorter, the bike stayed in the garage.

My weight started to head skywards again.

I had to do something, so I bought a high-tech scale. The first time I used it was a bit of a wake-up call.

I weighed 88.6kg, of which 30.4% was fat, 33.2% muscle, and my visceral fat level was on the borderline between normal and high.

I started to eat a bit better. No more pizza and chips for lunch; I’d have soup instead. My weight started to fall, slowly; a little to slowly for my liking. I bought a cross-trainer. It was a gamble, would I use it? I hate going to the gym; I just can’t stand the atmosphere. If I paid for a gym membership it’d just sit there being neglected? Would the cross-trainer, or would the fact that it was there, in the house, in my face, mean that I used it?

Well, I’ve been using it about four times a week, so I think it’s safe to say that the later is the case.

I started out doing about 15 minutes a day and after 10 weeks I’m quite happily doing 45 minutes a day on the highest setting. I’d say that I’m in the best shape I’ve been in for 10 years, but that wouldn’t really be saying much.

What about my weight? Well, the figures from this morning, 90-days after the first set, read:

Weight: 83.5kg. Fat: 30.4%. Muscle: 37.0%. And my visceral fat had dropped significantly.

I’m by no means lean and I have a long way to go before I’d call myself fit, but I have noticed a huge improvement in my general fitness and people I haven’t seen for a while keep telling me that I “look well” – which I’ve managed to translate to “less fat” – so I guess I’m actually pretty happy with my investment. Even if I am having to buy a whole new wardrobe. Again.


28
Jan 10

One question remains unanswered.

It looks good. It sounds pretty impressive. I’m even warming to the idea that I might need a device that fits between my iPhone and my MacBook. And I can over look the fact that it sounds like a high-tech sanitary product.

Still, the one thing that I’ve not heard anybody talk about is wether the single most annoying design flaw with the iPhone has been addressed in the iPad.

“What flaw?” I hear you all cry.

I’ll tell you: It’s the inability to stop it changing from portrait to landscape view when you’re lying on your side in bed.

I can flick a switch to easily turn off the ringer when I’m in a meeting, but there is no way to stop the Mail app from shifting to landscape view  and making me do a silly hand-dance trying to find just-the-perfect-angle where I can still read in portrait and not give myself a stiff neck.

It’s really not too much to ask for, is it?


25
Jan 10

Lost the bug?

I used to love my camera. I used to use it every day. Now I spent more time cleaning off the dust. And I couldn’t explain why. Until now, maybe…

The fact is, my DSLR is too bulky to carry when I’m hiking. It’s too bulky to take to work or carry around on a daily basis. I bought a point-and-shoot for that purpose, and I hardly ever remember that it’s in my bag. I recently considered selling up and replacing all my gear with a Panasonic GF1. Maybe that was the answer? But what if I don’t use that?

I’ve taken so few photos in the last few months that I’m actually considering selling my camera and lenses. I’ve just had no enthusiasm or even a desire to pick up the camera.

And then, lying in bed last night, I read something that really struck a chord with me:

“Could it be that we take pictures only during the happy cycles of our lives?”

The quote is from a book I’m reading about a middle aged guy who after going through a divorce decides to put his life on hold, learn to ride a motor bike, and bugger off around Europe for six months. Your typical mid-life crisis. (It’s a good read by the way.)

The sentiment really struck me. The author had not been taking photos on his travels, and it wasn’t until he met a couple who asked to see his photos that he realises this. He notes that he took lots of photos at university and when he was with his ex-wife, but not any more. He questions if “a photograph is only worth something when you have someone to share the memory with?”

I take photos when I travel because I can. It’s can’t be about the process and the end result because I wouldn’t be writing this if that was enough. But what about the memories? As I look back at the photos I’ve taken it’s clear to me that they could have been taken by anybody. There’s very little evidence that I was ever there. I take photos of my friends when I go hiking, but I’m questioning why now, is that about the memories, or is it just because they are there? It’s not conscious, and it’s not a slur on my friends; it’s about the reasons that I take photographs. Somewhere along the way I got lost in the mechanics of taking the photograph, and forgot about the reasons for taking them.

Something is clear to me now: I want the memories, and I’m going to make a conscious effort to make, and record them. If I have to go back to basics, ditch the SLR, in order to find them? So be it.


6
Aug 09

Hello World. (aka. I’m still here.)

Having a blog always sounds like a good idea, until you realise that you should really update it with interesting things on a regular basis… Erm…

It’s been about 8 months since I last posted, and stuff has happened to me, interesting stuff as well as the mundane. I’ve been using Twitter a lot though, and I say most of what I want to say there. I’ve been posting photos to Flickr, but I’ve not even been doing that on a regular basis since I finished the 365days project.

Anyway here’s a brief summary of the last few months or so…

December 2008

  • Went to see Coldplay at the NIA in Birmingham.

Crazy Coldplay UV Action!

  • Got Merry at the LSUHC Christmas Meal.
  • Moved house

  • Christmas at my parents house
  • Walking in the Elan Valley with the family, including my sister’s boyfriend’s family, and their dogs

Ben

January 2009

  • Brief moments of photographical inspiration

Two Sides...

  • Walking in the Peak District, with the Nottingham Flickr Group.



  • More MacBook Pro woes.

Dear Apple,

February 2009

  • Got snowed on a bit

  • Had 2 minor operations.
  • Got Stuff done.

Desk

  • Went to the Zoo with my girlfriend (yeah, I might have skipped that bit in November…)

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  • Hiking in the Brecon Beacons with the Hiking Club.

LSUHC Brecon Beacons Trip
LSUHC Brecon Beacons Trip

March 2009

  • Hiking in the Lake District (LSUHC again)

LSUHC - Lake District Trip - March 2009
LSUHC - Lake District Trip - March 2009

  • Went climbing (indoors)
  • Trip to Preston for my Birthday.

April 2009

  • Went home for Easter with my girlfriend. Including trips to Cardiff, the Elan Valley (pic 1 below) and Aberystwyth (pic 2 below).

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  • Attended / help to host CSER2009.
  • Became single again.

May 2009

  • Hiking in the Lake District

LSUHC - Lake District - 2nd, 3rd & 4th May 2009
LSUHC - Lake District - 2nd, 3rd & 4th May 2009


LSUHC - Lake District - 2nd, 3rd & 4th May 2009


LSUHC - Lake District - 2nd, 3rd & 4th May 2009


LSUHC - Lake District - 2nd, 3rd & 4th May 2009

  • British Touring Cars at Donnington Park.

BTCC Donnington Park 2009
BTCC Donnington Park 2009


BTCC Donnington Park 2009


BTCC Donnington Park 2009

  • Took my dad to see Counting Crows at the NIA for his birthday.
  • Went Hiking / Bod wadding in the Peak District with John. Got stuck up to my knees in the peat.

Baaaa-nk Holiday Bog Wading
Bank Holiday Bog Wading

  • Saw Counting Crows again in Nottingham.

Counting Crows

June 2009

  • Moved house again.
  • Went to London for a long-weekend to see Heather standing on a plinth in Trafalgar Square, dressed as a giant pigeon (Heather, not me!).



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HMS Belfast


London Eye Panorama


15
Dec 08

Finding focus

I’m finding so many good photos recently that I just need to spend a bit more time working on.

This was taken back in October in the Peak District. I’m hoping to spend a little more time with Aperture over Christmas, going through some of my photos from the past 12 months. Keep ‘em peeled.


14
Dec 08

Facebook nonsense for a lazy Sunday evening

I recently saw the following message, attached to a colleague’s “status message” on Facebook:

Rules:
* Grab the book closest to you. Now.
* Go to page 56.
* Find the 5th sentence.
* Write that sentence as your status.
* Copy these instructions as a comment to your status.
* Don’t go looking for your favourite book, or the coolest one you have — just grab the closest one.

I did it, but I didn’t post it at the time, because I was actually in the middle of reading said book. But I remember that it worked rather well, so I’m going to share it now:

Look, I predicted yesterday that the sun would rise today, and it did!

(Nassim Nicholas Taleb, The Black Swan: The Impact of the Highly Improbable)

Who’d have predicted that picking a random sentence from a book about uncertainty would have such a nice result.

Fitting, no?


3
Dec 08

New Seasick Steve album £3 on Amazon!

The latest album by the insanely great Seasick Steve, “I Started Out With Nothin And I Still Got Most Of It Left”, is selling in DRM FREE MP3 format on Amazon for only £3.

Like him? Buy it.

Love him? Buy it again. (It’s DRM free!)

Never heard of him? Buy it!!! It’s only £3!!! For an Album!

Continue reading →


7
Nov 08

Reacher’s back in NYC!

How could I not pre-order the next Lee Child novel, Gone Tomorrow? I do so every year because the release date usually means that it arrives on my birthday!

Potential spoilers below

Synopsis, from Amazon (UK):

“Suicide bombers are easy to spot. They give out all kinds of tell-tale signs. Mostly because they’re nervous. By definition they’re all first-timers. Riding the subway in New York at two o’clock in the morning, Reacher knows the twelve giveaway signs to look out for. Watching one of his fellow-passengers, he becomes sharply aware: one by one, she ticks off every bulletpoint on his list. So begins the new heartstopping new thriller starring today’s most admired action hero, the gallant and enigmatic loner Jack Reacher.”


17
Oct 08

Willpower

I have none…

Yeah, I did...


7
Jul 08

SILENCE!!!

Silence isn’t always golden!

I’ve got no ‘net connection, or bed for that matter… It sucks.

Question of the day / week / month: 3G iPhone or Nokia N95?